My soul is going crazy to the thought of your smile.
I miss you everyday, but none of what I feel diminishes from it.
Your heartbeat rocks my world when you hold me close – so close.
A privilege I only get once a while… Thankful for each minute that I get with you.
You make me feel —
Like a boulder in a raging river.. Caught, steady, in place.
Like a newly bought toy.. Adored, appreciated, take care of.
Like a rock song.. Soulful, deep, non-conforming.
Like a car in a mountain pass.. On edge, capable, awesome.
And now if you ask me.. “Why do I make you feel like those things?”
I’ll just look at you and shake my head, hoping my heartbeat will answer all your questions.
Hoping that my inability to explain is the answer you want to hear.
What I feel, what I am… as of now, is inexplicable.
You asked me once —
“Why do you love me?”
I answered —
“I don’t know. I can’t explain it. I just do.”
That still remains true up to this very day. There’s an electric current flowing within me that just tells me to love you like I’ve never loved before. I know this unexplained feeling will stay with me for as long as I am breathing and eating pizzas with you. Haha. I love you. A loving 6 months to us, my Hime. 😉